Monday, August 13, 2007


todays a blah day, I'm just feeling so depresed, I was meant to go to the bank to sort out a few stuff but i just havent got the energy, I feel like i'm in a hole but i need to get out of it... I've got too much to do and too many people depending on me.
I need to do something to take my mind of all this and just stop SNAPPING!!

I have the youth conference to organise which is thi weekend and cos of all the oings on i havent really put all i wanted into it so starting from right NOW i'm gonna leave my pity party and get my butt to work!!

MIL was doing well when adj went to see her, he came back so sad tho, he's finding all this just so hard and my heart breaks for him, he just is broken and trying to come to term with everything and he find it hard that MIL kept so much from him.

He is on auto pilot at the moment and i'm trying so hard not to let my hormonal rants and moods affect him, but instead, my darling boys get it all. :o(


Pauline said...

{{{{{Hugs}}}}} Don't be hard on yourself hun, the shock of it all is enough to make even the calmest person snappy. I'm sure your gorgeous boys will forgive you - they'll know there's lots going on that's making you stressed. Hopefully the 'busyness' of the organising you've got to do will help a bit.

Anthea said...

Hey chin up dearie!! No need to beat yourself up ok????? I know you don't feel like doing so, but get out of the house and do something! You will feel loads better when you do!

Peechy said...

thanks hunnies!! kiddies are in good mood today... yayyy!!