Friday, July 27, 2007

just here

Just here, adj has gone to the Hosp and left me here, he says he's not gonna stay long up there so i shouldnt get childcare. He's also has to bring his mums work keys to her workplace and go to his Grandma's as one of his uncle's is taking the news very badly and needs to see a doctor, the poor guy.
I think he wants to sheild me but instead i jus feel so alone and so useless. I know it's silly to feel like this and maybe it's best for me and bubble but I just want to do something, but i'm here making wetabix for jayz and kylo (they have a love for cereal at anytime like me LOL ) and crying. Kids are up stairs and kylo wants to come down. I started tidying the lounge last night and will do some more. At least I'll be doing something, my back wont take much tho.

Thanks so much for all the lovey and kind messages, comments and posts people have sent me. Means so much.

5 comments:

Pauline said...

Hey hun, take care, do whatever feels best for you and don't worry about what you could/should/might be doing!

Peechy said...

thanks so much xxx

Jules said...

sending you ((((hugs)))) for what must be a very confusing and awful time for all involved. thinking of you.

Peechy said...

thank you jules

claire said...

What can I say. Thinking and praying for you.