Tuesday, July 31, 2007

why didn't I talk??

MIL is AWAKE!!!!!!!

Adj got the phone call this afternoon and we just got ready and went up there.

I wont go into all the details as we've had to make new security measures but I just feel so stupid cos i didnt talk much to her. I said two things and just stood there looking around like a muppet!!

I didnt know what to say, I was just so sad and upset and it hurt to see her like that.
My anger frightens me.... When i see her, all I can think is how can someone leave someone in that possition, in that pain??!!

I wish I talked.

5 comments:

Pol said...

It's so hard to talk in that situation - some people like my mum can just do it and I am in awe of how she does - I can never find the words.
You are all in my prayers every day

Peechy said...

thanks so much pol, I find it hard to talk at the best of times too. DH was so good and talked alot, it took it out of him tho xxx

Jules said...

Your MIL would have known you were there hun, that is the main thing. She knew you were there.

karen433 said...

Just read through your blog and felt I needed to say something but I don't know what. There are some awful people in this world but at least your MIL is alive and with your love and support will make a good recovery. Thinking of you and you are all in my prayers.

Sam said...

Having left such nice comments on my blog I thought I would come and look at yours, I was very shocked and saddened to hear about your MIL, I hope you are all bearing up OK