Oh Baby!!

Had My scan today!!
Saw my little bubble on the screen!! how exciting was it?? Very!!!

Jayz and Kylo were with me and they were so good! Jayz sat in the chair all nice and quiet like. He couldnt see so i told him to come over and have a closer look. Kylo kepp saying "bab-ee" LOLOL

the hosp has this new pager system, the pager goes off when it's your turn to go to the scan room. not only is it fab, but it was great for me as jayz was playing with one of those bead wire things and insead of having to persuade him that going down a boring corridor would be better than staying and playing but with the pager I was like "oooo, look jayz, the pager's going off... look!! we need to go now" and I let him hold it. It kept going off in his hand and the lights were flashing, he loved it.

What a Weekend!!!

Went to the show at ally pally on sat.
I got to meet two of my teamies!! Juju and Marina!! It was soooo great to finaly meet them in person. So much like we had met before. They were so warm and lovely.
was a fabby show but man did I tire myself out. I came home and had to go straight upstairs to lie down. back legs all achy and I felt soooo sick. Couldnt even rest for long as I had the rest of the invitations to make... soooooo glad that I've finished them all now, now i have to sit down and think of a price to charge. The bride-to-be keeps asking me for a price and I really dont know what to charge. I hate this part of stuff. I need a manager lololol.
I mean, I cant under sell my self but then i dont want to charge too much.... grrrrrr I really should have discussed prices first.... ah well it;s all a learning process hey.

Church was supa fabby!! Youth unday and the kiddies did me proud. I also lead Praise and worship and it's the first time I was happy with what I put out, The vocal training is really helping me so much. Both physically and emotionally.
I could really hear myself strong and loud. Obviously, me being me, there were a few things i didnt like but thats me and i'm still in training after all.

I want to do some crafting this week, all the invite making has given me a real mojo boost but I had to get them out of the way first. got a couple cricut cartidges I want to play with and my yummie stash from sat.

I got some scrummie bits.... found a cute kokeshi doll, been longing for a momiji dolly but adj threw a wobly when he saw the price in john lewis!! but when I saw the kokeshi for £4 at a lovely stall I just had to have it. I nearly missed it too as It only caught my eye as I was paying for my bitz, had to leave my case with the staller and run for some cash!!

Got my hands on the fabby tape writter from Around The Block!! It comes with a lovely PINK tape too!!

Picked up some fabby stuff, photos soon....

My Celebrity Look-alikes

while blog hopping, I fond this cool site!!

So had a go:

INVITATION DEADLINE!!!!

GAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! yes i know i had the commision ages ago.... and yes i knew last week that i HAD to do them by tomo!! BUTTTTTT.................................


.............................. I've been sooooo ickie I havent done them....... soooooo got to do them ALLL today!!
Told mum to call me at 5,7 and 9 to make sure I'm doing them!!

GGGAAAAHHHH!!!!!!

i'm backkkkk!!!!!

yay!!! back from the gloom that was no internet access!!

had soooooo much to catch up on...... finally got round to catching up here.

still sick and very tired..... got soooo much to do and no energy..... gaaaaahhhh.

made some yummy carrot muffins today. Adj came home and went straight to the kitchen and nabbed one LOL!! the boys love them too.

Happy Birthday ADj!!

My lovely hunnie pie's Birthday today!! Gonna take him out later for a meal.... hmmmmm where to though?
I'm always so indecisive about eating out!! It drives Adj potty!!

Got a few hours to decide..... hmmmmm

Pancake??!!

Adj told me yesturday that today's "pancake day" and that he wanted pancakes making!!

Today he brought some supplies bless him!! Went to make them and saw that the silly noonoo had BURNT MY FRYING PAN!!! I dont mean just a small section... the thing had chacoal in it!! BAH!!!!! When I first got the thing I told him not to use it because the whole reason I had to buy a new one was because he trashed the old one, he had a right tantrum and told me nothing of the sort had happened nor would happen... hmmmmmmmmm

He tried to clean it but of course he's burnt some of the "non stick" stuff so when I went to cook the pancakes, it was a BIG MESSSSSSSS!!!!

I was sooo vex.... nearly told him that i wouldn't be making any pancakes but had a break, fed kylo and put him down for a nap, then went back in the kitchen to have a think.....

Remembered my Pancake Pan!! The kind that has a little pan and a flat pan hinged together so that you just turn it over to cook the other side!! result!!

Adj had lemon and sugar, Kali maple syrup, jayz had toffee sauce and I had toffee sauce an a bit of naughty squirty cream!! slurp!!









(not bad huh?!)




Right diet starts back next week!!

He's 9!!!

WHHHHAAAAAA!!! I can't believe my little boy is 9!! So he's not really little anymore but he's still MY little boy.

He is such a lovely boy, alright he has his moments but he really is fab.

I have gotten to see that I really don't know him all that well. He is a person in his own right and I really want to get to know him better.

He is such a sensitive soul and I guess he gets misunderstood alot.

I am soooo proud of him and will try and show him more. He has been through so much with me and also helps alot with the little ones, I MUST take some time for it to be just him and me more often.

I let him choose his pressies and he chose a car set (surprise surprise!! LOL) and a walkie talkie set.

His Nan (daddy's mum) came round on sat. and gave him his pressie.. an ipod shuffle!! a cute mini one. I'll help him put some music on it soon.

We went to outback for his birthday dinner and the kiddies were so well behaved. He had his fave meal - junior red pasta!! I ordered Chicken tenders and a jacke potato and gave him some chicken to put with his pasta, he told me i "Just had to taste the red sauce with the chicken" I did and it was delish, heeee.

Will post a piccie soon.


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ok here's the piccies as promised :)

Here's the Birthday Boy!!



Our server and her collegues sang to him and gave him a "birthday dog"



Everyone having fun!!!



This photo's just too cute LOL

My Valentine!!

I decided to treat Adj like my valentines prince!

I gave him the Minibook I made, I snuck it into his pocket in the night with a caramel shortcake.

I got him a Photocard for when he came home, I put a bit of heidi swapp tape down the edge to make it look prettiful!!

I ordered in a pizza meal and we ate it with the boys (stupid shop got the order wrong... and sassed me when I called too!!)

I even had him a little surprise for later... HEEE!!!

Holliday!!!

well from work that is!!

Silly me tottaly forgot and waltzed into work this evening!!

Was in no mood to go in and was sooo tempted to pull a sickie due to sniffles.... dropped kiddies off, battled through rain and everything!!

night manager looked straight at me and said "you''re on holiday! what you doing here?!

collegues had a right laff!! i joined in tho.

Ah well!!

Snow Day!!

No school for kali today as his school has isued a "snow day"


He looked out the window and lovd the snow. Jayz woke up and saw the snow and was so excited. " mummy can i go out with the snow, i can wear my hat and my scarf" bless him!!





Adg, borrowed our good friends car for the day as we need to take jayz to the dentist (bleurgh!!) he went to remove the snow, defrost the ice on windscreen etc and I came down to see the snow. I asked him to get me some, he looked at me like i was so weird and laffed at me, saying i'm such a kid LOLOLOL.


I jut had to go out and have a little walk, and took some photo's too. Kali came down wrapped in his blanket to see the snow.





Here's a pic of Adg in the snow:

Cyber croperific!!

Come and join us at Scrapstars for the cyber crop!!
Some fabby classes up!!

I finally managed to upload my Love Minibook class, what a nightmare uploading my pics to my pc, the silly phone playing up so had to bluetooth to diff phone, upload etc!!

Hubby keeps looking at the pics and the book and i keep trying to hide it as i'm giving it to him for valentines day.

Domino Love!!

I've just started to play with Alchol inks properly. I got a pack of inks and some silver and gold mixatives ages ago, had a little play at the time but i made an ATC and Dominno for a design team entry and I just love, Love, LOVE alchol inks!! Yea, I know i'm late..... but they're fab!!

Nothing more funnier than folk!!

So tuesday at work.... I was thinking that people are sooooo funny, well customers in particular. You can get some really lovely ones, even "regulars" who remember you and greet you so nicely and then you get some right horrors!! Those that seem to come in just to wind you up!!

And all on the same shift!!!

On Tuesday for example, A customer came to my till and asked me if I knew where the foil was, I got off my till and went to the section, there wasn't any so I told her i'd call downstairs to see. I went to the phone, watching incase someone came to my till to pay for their stuff. There was no foil so I went to inform the customer - did she thank me for checking? did she thank me for leaving my till at all??? NO!!! she said "This is the last time I come in here, thats the only thing i came in here for"!!
A few mins later she comes over to my til with a trolley load of goods - bah!!!

Later on I served a lady and when I gave her change she said "And thank you for your lovely smile" really made my shift!!

Winter Baby!!

Yay!!! One of my uks teammates has had a baby boy!! Congrats Marina, I can't wait to see pics xx

Crasshhhhh!!

Hmmmmm!!!

After that post about restarting the year, Dh and the kiddies were involved in a small car accident on Monday.
Hubby and Kali were hurt, Adrie has injury to his arms and knees and Kali has a bump on his head.
I was at work at the time and Adrie called me... He sounded so shaken and like he was in tears, I just had to rush home. My Cuzz came for me and I just hugged Adrie when I saw him. He looked so Sad and distraught.

We went to the Hospital and waited for 3hrs. They were both told to take pain relief and we needed to keep an eye on Kali for any seriousness as he had a head injury. The little blighter wanted to go to school and is in such a mood about it.

Adrie is so down, I talked to him about it and he says that he wishes he was on his own as the kids were so frightened. He says Kali was in shock and was screaming and saying " tell me its a dream daddy, tell me it didnt happen" poor love.

I am so gratefull that they are ok and I have them safe.

The car is badly damaged, the bumper is smashed, the air bags on the drivers side made a big mess of the dashboard.
The garage are taking it in tomorrow so hopefully they'll give us a courteousy car.

New Start

SOooo... this year has only just started but I already want to start again!! So I'll leave all the stuff that happened before right NOW and start...... NOW!!!

I want to start off by saying I WILL work at my sininging, my career, my Family life..... I want to become the person God wants me to be.... not the person I am.

Oh and I WILL work on my weight but also make sure my weight doesnt determine how I think. feel. live!!

One Little Word

A lovely scrapper directed me to Ali Edwards "One Little Word" thingy that she'd read in her
e-zine:

"one little word
A single word can be a powerful thing. It can be the ripple in the pond that changes everything. It can be sharp and biting or rich and soft and slow.
Last fall in issue two of this newsletter I wrote about the power of words and gave my top ten tips for getting those words down when you are scrapbooking. Today I want to introduce you to the idea that a single word can be a catalyst for enriching your life as well as your scrapbook layouts.
Last year I began a tradition of chosing one word for myself each January - a word that I can focus on, mediate on, and reflect upon as I go about my daily life. Last year my word was something I wanted to bring into my life in a more tangible way. My word was play.
I thought a lot about play and what it means to me. I tried to incorporate it more into my everyday and on my adventures out in the crazy world. For me, it was a lot about living without fear - about being more open to experiences with an attitude of playfulness. The word play found its way onto many scrapbook pages and into many stories I told throughout the year.
Can you identify a single word that sums up what you want for yourself in 2007?
It can be something tangible or intangible. It could be a thought or a feeling or an emotion. It can be singular or plural. The key is to find something that has personal meaning for you. This is not your mother's word or your spouse's word or your child's word - this is YOUR word.
One little word can have big meaning in your life if you allow yourself to be open to the possibilities. And here's one thing that is totally interesting: sometimes a word will pop into your brain and it will not make any sense to you right now. Give it some time. Let it percolate a bit. I have often found that our hearts speak to us in very unique ways. Maybe this is a word you need to hear but just aren't ready for it yet. Again, be open to the possibilities.You may be wondering, what in the heck does this all have to do with scrapbooking? For me, words are at the heart of what I do. The photos are a huge part, but the words bring it all home. Often times I will begin a layout with a single word. That word becomes my guide as I create my page. It helps me focus the story I am trying to tell and gives me an instant, easy graphic title approach. How often has a word directed your creativity when working on layouts?"

I am tottaly up for this!!!

After thinking a while, the word I came up with is PRETTY.
I have the most damaging self image of myself and very low self esteem. I am absolutely tired of hating myself and being my worse enemy.
I'm determined that this year, I'll shake all the negativity and bad thoughts and with the Help of God I know I can do it.

I WILL use the word pretty to describe myself.

I love pretty things - charms, glitter, little trinklets, bracelets, sweet embelies...... PRIMA's LOLOLO .... Pens, pretty notebooks, bags.....and love to look at them, I want to love to look at myself also.

SOoooooo my word for the year is PRETTY.

All go at Work!!

Soooooo...... at work on wednesday was maaad busy and as usual we were short staffed. I was the only person on the shop floor as everyone was on tills. I jumped on a back till to let the poor warehouse guy go, he had jumped on the till so a collegue could go to break. The line/duty mahager was on a till too bless him.
Mark(the manager) asked someone to take me off and asked me to look after the store for him while he nipped down for asandwhich, poor love hadn't eaten all day..... told him off and ordered him to eat something more filling than a sarnie!

I went to front of store after i had helped a few customers and directed some customers in line to pay in the bakery as the queues in the main store were waaay long, I followed them just to make sure and saw that there was no one in there to serve them, I told them i'd serve them since I sent them there in the first place and went behind the till.
As I was ringing up their purchasers, another couple came "nevermind" I thought to myself and continued serving.

Another person came but I told them I was closing. I really needed to get of the till so I could watch the store and start a team up to take date expired goods off shelves.
I saw an elderly woman, I recognised her as a regular, standing with her trolley eating something from the bakery. Another lady came in to pay and I told her I was closing, She had a heavy basket and I felt bad for her so told her to come over and I ringed up her purchases.
The elderly lady pushed her trolley over and I told her I was closing. I asked if there was still queues in the main bit of the store, she said yes so I said I'd serve her.... Thank God I did cos she didnt look well at all. She told me she felt hyperglycemic.....or however you spell it LOL, and had to eat a donut, she gave me the empty bag. I told her no probs., I looked closer and the poor love was shaking. I asked her if she felt ok and she said "No"

"you dont look well at all" I told her and asked her if she wanted to sit down. I told my collegue who had come in to ask me to sign onto some hand held terminals, to get a chair for the lady.
I asked her if she would like a cup of tea, and told him to get someone to make her one in the catering unit.
The lady, I'll call her Ms Nice from nnow on, was really shaky and said she was gonna eat some of the dried apricots she purchased, I came round from the till and gave them to her, she told me she was slightly diabetc and hadn't eaten. I told her she really musnt do that and that it was important to eat regularily when you're diabetic or her blood sugar would be affected.

I took the tea from collegue and put milk in it for her, stired it and removed the tea bag.
I asked her if she had anything in her bag that she could eat. I found some biscuits and she said she'd eat one so I oppened it for her.
She started to feel better and I asked if there was anyone I could call for her.
She said she was gonna drive home and that she was gonna go and have a meal at "Toffs" - a fab well known fish shop.
The little poppet didnt want to bother anyone and kept appologising for keeping me from my work.
I told her not to be silly and kept talking to her to see if she was ok.

I worked aroun the bakery area so I could keep an eye on her and still get some stuff done.
She looked much better and said she felt better. I told her I was still going to call a first aider as I wanted to make sure she was ok. I arranged for someone to take aisie of the back till so she could come to the bakery.
When Aise came I told her what happend, Ms Nice started to get really upset and said she was so angry with herself, we told her not to worry and to relax. She really didnt want to be a bother. She didnt want her details entered into the accident book because she didnt want any fuss, I told her she deserved to be fussed over, and that I was sure she had fussed over others and it was her turn she laffed and was much more cheery.

In the end, Ms Nice said she was ok to go and that she was off to toffs, I told her that once she had sat down and eaten hopefully she'd feel much better. she was gonna walk over but her bags were heavy and it was raining I told her to let One of the warehouse guys to walk over with her. At first she said "No" as she wanted no fuss but she went to pick up the bags and felt how heavy they were. "What are you like!!" I asked her and she laffed and said "terrible" LOLOLOL.
I asked her how often she got an offer of a lovely young man to escort her to her car and carry her bags... she laffed again and accepted the offer.

I'm sooooooo pleased that I served those customers now as I would hate to think what might have happened,

I'm gonna follow it up and make sure someone called her to see if she was ok.

colleens blinkie

colleen made me this fabbyy blinkie!! isnt it lush???

lololol, look at my cute piggy!!

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